S.I.C.K

I feel sick to pronounce the word 'sick'.

I am sick. Just the day before Lunar.

Whichever virus invading my immune system, I command you to leave within 4 hours. You make me sick.

Nat/

Detachment

Look up the Universe...Does the Sun hung over the giant Sky all day long? Do the leaves stay on the shoulders of tree trunk in all seasons? Is the tideline remained the same as it was?

Change is the answer.

"Oh no, it'll never change," You're whispering to yourself. Thinking of forever, immortal, and eternal? It is time to learn about Detachment.

"To begin practising detachment in our lives, we need to understand that life requires us to be in a state of constant flux. Nothing remains the same and no one is spared. Human beings, relationships, children, jobs, and even cars - the only certainty in life is uncertainty. Change is the only unchanging law of nature!" Shailaja Menon.

So they say, the challenge of life is to appreciate everything and attach you to nothing! "This too shall pass," :)

Natalie

Joel's This Is My Now

Could you see a girl with passion in heart? Yes, this is my now. I was listening to Jordin Sparks' and that lead me to Joel's new year shoutout. Yes, this is my now. Let's see what we hear from her song...

Jordin's This Is My Now:

There was a time I packed my dreams away.
Living in a shell, hiding from myself.

There was a time when I was so afraid.
I thought I'd reached the end,
But baby that was then
I am made of more than my yesterdays.

This is my now, and I am breathing in the moment.
As I look around I can't believe the love I see.
My fears behind me, gone are the shadows and doubt
That was then, this is my now.

I have to decide, Was I gonna to play it safe.
Or look somewhere deep in side,
Try to turn the tide,
And find the strength to take that step of faith.

And I have the courage like never before, yeah.
I've settled for less now I'm ready for more,
Ready for more.

Am I ready? Life game is getting harder...the bet is even bigger...+_+

Freaking Cold

The sky is weeping torrentially. Raindrops keep falling & falling & sending chills to my lungs & bones. Searching for that pair of slippers underneath the desk to warm my cold feet. Oh, so freaking cold. I can't survive winter! The coldness make me stuporous.

I wish I were a Pengy, living perfectly on the snowbank.

I wish I were a Bear, hibernating peacefully inside cosy cavehouse.

" Shocking cold wave drops temps to 40 below zero " A report from Minneapolis. 40 BELOW ZERO?? That's bitter cold. " The weather service warned that exposed flesh can freeze in 10 minutes when the wind chill is 40 degrees below zero or colder. " Even more effecient than a freezer! Crazy @#

Off now. Curling up under my blanket. Zzzz. Nat//

I Do Not Need a Resolution

Yes. I do not need any resolution this time.

If I ever make one, I'll forget it for sure, in few weeks time...

Hence, no fuss to list out any.

I'm just getting too lazy lately. Nat//

This Is My Now

Year 2009 has begun for more than 1 week and yet I still have not plan my resolutions of the year. Thanks to the logbooks, case write ups, end posting assessments, chaos related to district posting and some stupid fella etc :(

However, 2009 is a brand new year and I won't allow anything or anyone to ruin my year!!!

After the chaos that I had been through last few weeks, I'm hoping for the best of the year :)

Bye bye 2008, bye bye sadness, bye bye bad luck...
Hi hi 2009, hi hi happiness, hi hi good luck...

I'm really grateful with what I have now and what I don't have now.
I'll appreciate what I have now and pursue for what I don't have now.

And most of all, I am grateful that I am still alive to see, to listen and to love:)

Resolutions of the year,

1. Give more, expect less.
2,3,4... Still in progress....:P

HAPPY BELATED 2009 ~Joel